Well the day after cheerobics, i went out with Amirah..whee =) Actually I just teman her that day to IT Helpdesk to fix her lappy but i felt like watching a movie that day since i just finished cheerobics so to celebrate i wanted to watch "COMING SOON". Luckily she was up for it..haha.. Well i wanted to watch this show because i hear from alot of people that it's scary so which means its a good show. But in the end i ended up LAUGHING INSTEAD in 2 of the sences...hahahah.. Still its a good show to watch as i like the story line and the climax which is unexpected which makes it a great show to watch.

Overall it was a happy day for me too as it has been a long time since i hanged out with amirah. Well i still miss that pantat girl till now.hahah =)

But when it came to the next day. The happiness I had those past 2 days where starting to vanish. I came to BBoy class that day early with a great attitude but then first i saw the attendance & i was like OMG!!!!O.O... Then right after that I just found out there were like so little no. of people joining the BBoy routine of Momentum '09. I tried not to get piss off or anything but to even think of a fucking solution for this it's like impossible unless i can control people's minds by will. I'm like so fed up.

Even now when i'm in this this post as a VP, no one reali acknowledge me as one; i know i have to gain respect from the others first, but still no ones listening to my fucking ideas & advices. Thats why in order for me not to fully lose my temper, i act like a stupid idiot entertaining people with my stupid gestures.

And now having in a difficult position, I have to make a choice - SKM cheer competition OR Momentum 2009. I have a choice to make because the dates of these 2 events clash. Haishh... i wanted both of these but ended up have to make a hard decision. But still my piority has to go to cheerleading because its been my life & it saved my life. The worst thing is this competion has the semis n finals back to back meaning its on the next day is the finals after the day of the semis. Well Momentum falls on the 29th n 30th where 30th is my semis.

A choice i made is to perform for both which i have a price to pay which is tiredness everyday. I'll perform on the 29th but on the 30th i'll only perform for the night show where i have to rush right after my performance in the semis.n the next day hopefully to the finals!!

But still i'm making this decision is because of you people!! If it had been normal n all for Momentum i have no reason to sacrifice myself. What i feel is that you people are selfish like fuck!! For example some only come to classes just to perform. I'm like WTF!!! I have to stop here arh because my anger is kinda rising like hell now. Good Luck to you people lahh!!