Well I layed down on my bed the whole day knowing I can't move much & obviously I started thinking. People don't really remember me for who I am and it makes me sad thinking of it. The norm would be that you would say that, " I'll be there for you when you're down". But where were you. I was there for you even though I was late I still was there for you.

I wonder why I still wanna be nice to people even though I know you would not remember me as who I am. Another norm what people say is that, "Don't expect for something in return". Yeah but then, how painful would you feel to try to help that person so much just to be noticed where in the end your efforts are just forgotten. People say," when it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be". Come to think of it, that's a naive phrase used commonly by girls.

Try to be in my shoes, wondering each day what did I do wrong. If you were really in my shoes, you will find out nothing is wrong but still it doesnt solve anything.

When I try to solve this thing out it kinda could'nt work. Trying to click with the people I know but always there's this barrier stoping me to bond with them. Make friends with them got problem, then make friends with them got prob. That's why I'm stuck in the middle, lonely most of the time and tagging along with people. Be in my shoes & see why I'm always like this.